BlackWolf's Blog
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11/4/07 0 Comments" Mother Superior jumped the gun........."
"Happiness is a warm gun"
"No its not!"
"....Wanna bet?"
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10/27/07 2 Comments"Alone I Break"
Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man?
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10/26/07 0 Comments"The sounds from the guitar flow and I become his."
Nervous- Being mentally scared or mentally parranoid about something. Like an itch you can't scratch...
ex: I'm so fucking nervouse about tonight.
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10/22/07 0 Comments"Fear- Its holding me stillborn!"
WTF? What's this 'LEAD' thing? Ionno...WELL! Onto business..!
Btw, I'm listening to FEAR.
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9/29/07 0 Comments"..I know better 'cause you said forever.. Who knew?!..."
YO CUERRO TACO BELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did I even spell it right? Wtf?...ANYWHO!..
Yeah, ok, SO! I am fricking EXHAUSTED! I'm doing all this fricking HOMEWORK late at night AFTER I go to Rehersals for only two hours but they're still exhausting. I regret auditioning in this play. Damn. So, what I'm doing is PURPOSLY not telling people that I'm in a play, 'cause I think we're gonna be HORRIBLE and I don't want to be publicly humiliated in front of my friends. I know thats such a stupid thing to do since I want to be an Actor, but I don't really care right now...just for THIS play. Grr... And I can't bail on them....I just CAN'T . ONE, because I KNOW thats LOW, and TWO, I'd be leaving them in the fucking dust. Where would they get a new actress in such a short time?! Yeah, Plus the guilt is also something I'm DEFFINATLY not wanting to carry. So yeah, I'm prettymuch FUCKED for this month....PLUS! Im PISSED because I've missed OTHER GOOD AUDITIONS with my SCHOOL and with my favorite theater! DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Plus, my back constantly hurts, but I'm just trying to suck it up. I don't want my mom spending money on me. Or my dad, for that matter. I'm sick of being the one who ppl by shit for and I can't repay them. It actually PISSES me the fuck OFF. Because I then have so much fricking GUILT! ITS KILLING ME!
When I even take slow, but deep breathes, something in my back or my chest cracks!
I honestly don't know if that's natural or not. I'm getting worried. Plus, I always have to crack my back anyways! Damnit. I'm getting pissed off. ANd I'm getting real sore.....
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